I hate fathers day

I was cleaning out stuff in my desk and found some paperwork from last year from the san anotnio winery.....then I remembered what monday would have been the one year anniversary of. now I need to go back to working on all the mental blockades that I had been building up cause they all just came crashing down in a big way

( my emotional state )

I would like to ask everyone not to touch me or hug me for a while. With all the shit thats going on in my head from the bad ex(pre dani) and dani too, I just dont feel comfortable with being touched by anyone right now

Would you...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your ( Read more... )

I think tonight i'm gonna go out to one of the dive bars in my neighborhood, it's been a while since I just sat around at a bar and drank. maybe i'll even have a lil fun too.

Scorecard:

17 beers
4 shots of Jim Beam
5 jello shots
4 margaritas
2 purple

ate very little. UGH. I think i'm going to die.

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If you dont want me to move then either help me find happiness out here or shut up about me moving and wish me luck on fixing the problem of un-happiness in my life

as days go by i'm finding less and less reasons to stay living in los angeles or california for that matter. come october i'm moving to missouri