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Well, my first night here was.... Well, it was aweful really.
My roomie seems nice enough, so no problems there, but it's the been the first night without Lilly. Back at my last place, it was arranged that the Foster carers came to pick her up just as I was about to head to Royal - so I'd get as much time with her as possible.
The room just feels weird. No cot, no toys, no baby. You know I still woke up at like 3am expecting to have to make a bottle up. That's what time she usually thinks should be breakfast time.
I hope she's okay in her new home. Well it's gotta be better than her birth place anyway. At least her foster carers seem like nice people. They're going to brin Lilly in for visits as often is allowed, and they've said when I get out of here, I can stay at theirs until I get a place sorted for me and Lilly.
I miss her already.
My roomie seems nice enough, so no problems there, but it's the been the first night without Lilly. Back at my last place, it was arranged that the Foster carers came to pick her up just as I was about to head to Royal - so I'd get as much time with her as possible.
The room just feels weird. No cot, no toys, no baby. You know I still woke up at like 3am expecting to have to make a bottle up. That's what time she usually thinks should be breakfast time.
I hope she's okay in her new home. Well it's gotta be better than her birth place anyway. At least her foster carers seem like nice people. They're going to brin Lilly in for visits as often is allowed, and they've said when I get out of here, I can stay at theirs until I get a place sorted for me and Lilly.
I miss her already.