Aug 10, 2006 10:18
Well, it's 10:19 in the morning and I have already been awake for roughly 2 hours, which is kinda impressive for me.
I think our Microwave is dying coz they 2 times i've tried to use it over the past few days it has tripped the power for the whole house. Which isn't so much of a big deal when itz the middle of the day, but when it was about 11:00 last nite and all the lights and everything went off it does get a bit freaky. Luckily mother dearest showed me how to make it work and there is a big arse torch under the stairs just so u can see the box and everything. so itz all good lol.
Um.
Parentals are suddenly being nice to me today, which is encouraging. maybe they've got over the whole hating me thing. Although mother did insist on waking me up at 8 o clock this morning much to my non amusement.
But i do feel like i've got more done this morning. Like i haven't really had much to do over the holidays what with having no holiday work, but itz amazing how much u can find to amuse urself when ur up early.
Like i sorted out all my stuff i've received from bristol and put it all in a box file so i no where it all is. I've made a doctors appointment for next thursday (yes i no thatz results day but i don't have time to do it any other day and i'm not allowed to collect my results till after 11 so izn't a bit deal). And i've been looking for a job, any job that will take me on for the 4 weeks i'm here for.... disaster actually no1 wants temporary staff. so i give up. But i went thru all the stuff i've got from st elizabeth's so i know what i'm doing there.
So itz all good really.
Applied at smiths at the airport, but haven't heard from them. I do think thatz a bit rude really. I'm of the opinion that if sum1 takes the time to apply for a job, even if u do not give them a job it is courtesy to let them know so they aren't waiting around for you to call. I'm not on the edge of my seat waiting for them to call or anything, coz i heard that smiths aren't taking on people who are going off to university. But it would still be good if they would let me know one way or another.
Sumtimes i wish i hadn't quit JC's. I mean, itz a job, and i knew the people and i was comfortable there and i knew what i was doing.
But any time i think that I think.... well what would i have done if i didn't quit? There would have been so many weekends around exams and in the holidays when i just couldn't work. And yeah so at least i was getting paid, but was it really worth it? £25 for a 7 hour day? ITz not like it was easy and just standing round doing nothing, it was hard work, so is it really worth that effort for money that would only just get me by?
Ok so having an extra £25 a week at the moment would be good. Really good. I'm so low on money. But would £25 do much? I have a habit of spending whatever money i have as soon as i lay my hands on it. Most of my August allowance has gone, and itz only the 10th. I mean i know i spent lots on Helen's Birthday. And I had to buy her a present too. And going out wiv hayley. And going shopping. itz all adding up basically.
I mean i'm not bothered. Once i have no money i'm pretty restrained. I can go shopping for hours with £3.50 in my account and £1 in my pocket and only spend that amount. Itz not like i'm overdrawn and i know if i don't have money i won't spend money i don't have.
I dunno itz weird. I want a job. really i do. Not just for the money but for the fact that it would waste sum of the days when i'm not up to much and think "oh i'll just pop into town" and i end up spending £5 on nothing much just coz i'm bored and think i need something.
Well i was only on here to print off some photos and now they're done, so im gonna be offskiz
Luv Sarah xxx