Hey
Joe really upset me today.
It was weird how quickly he went from being really really nice to being a complete bitch.
One minute he bought me lunch coz i'm poor, but i wasn't planning on having lunch coz i was feeling ill but joe said he'd get me a sandwich :). next minute hez demonstrating yet again than whenever i talk all he hears is white noise.
Sometimes i wonder why the hell hez friends with me if he can never be bothered to listen when i talk.
i just can't stick it when i say something and whoever i'm saying it to just mentally blocks me out.
And thatz Joe all over. Like all the time.
It really hurts.
I guess i'm just sensitive about stuff like that seeing as i do seem to have other mates that don't really listen to me, and itz really hurt me in the past (naming no names *cough Helen cough*) when i feel like i'm being ignored.
If i have a conversation with him he'll listen until the end of the conversation, and then a second later it will be like the conversation never happens. If he asks me a question itz generally just to pass time in my opinion coz he rarely listens to the answer.
And hez always asking me where Elle is, then not listening when i tell him i don't know. Then he asks like a minute later. Generally when i'm in the middle of talking.
Itz like i'm not good enough.
Elle says hez the same with her and hez always asking where i am, but sumhow i don't believe that coz if Joe is my mate hez got a funny way of showing it.
I guess thatz probably just the way he is. And at least hez not vindictive with me like he is with Gemma. Sumtimes hez downright harsh to her which i generally call him on but like i sadi he doesn't listen. eVeR.
God i sound like a 12 yr old.
Put Bristol as my First Choice :) hooray :)
TTYl
Luv Sarah xxx
It was weird how quickly he went from being really really nice to being a complete bitch.
One minute he bought me lunch coz i'm poor, but i wasn't planning on having lunch coz i was feeling ill but joe said he'd get me a sandwich :). next minute hez demonstrating yet again than whenever i talk all he hears is white noise.
Sometimes i wonder why the hell hez friends with me if he can never be bothered to listen when i talk.
i just can't stick it when i say something and whoever i'm saying it to just mentally blocks me out.
And thatz Joe all over. Like all the time.
It really hurts.
I guess i'm just sensitive about stuff like that seeing as i do seem to have other mates that don't really listen to me, and itz really hurt me in the past (naming no names *cough Helen cough*) when i feel like i'm being ignored.
If i have a conversation with him he'll listen until the end of the conversation, and then a second later it will be like the conversation never happens. If he asks me a question itz generally just to pass time in my opinion coz he rarely listens to the answer.
And hez always asking me where Elle is, then not listening when i tell him i don't know. Then he asks like a minute later. Generally when i'm in the middle of talking.
Itz like i'm not good enough.
Elle says hez the same with her and hez always asking where i am, but sumhow i don't believe that coz if Joe is my mate hez got a funny way of showing it.
I guess thatz probably just the way he is. And at least hez not vindictive with me like he is with Gemma. Sumtimes hez downright harsh to her which i generally call him on but like i sadi he doesn't listen. eVeR.
God i sound like a 12 yr old.
Put Bristol as my First Choice :) hooray :)
TTYl
Luv Sarah xxx