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Hmm okay.. where to start on my ranting raving bitching and moaning?! Well I'm tired of the lil games that ppl like to play with me. I'm tired of everything and everyone else always being more important than me.. I made plans with her at the fucking beggining of the god damn month to do something for her for her fucking birthday.. I can't b/c she has a job interview on sat in the morning and might have to start work that day.. I'm fine with that.. a job is a lil more important at the moment. but when she had a free day.. and even told me she was gunna try and come out and see me TODAY.. she goes and makes plans with her friends.. when she could of easily told them she has other plans for today.. I don't fucking understand it.. she lets her fucking friends celebrate her fucking birthday but when it comes to the one she supposedly loves I can't do shit.. I can't see her.. she wont call me she wont fucking answer the phone when I call her.. and she talks to me online for like a fucking hour and thats it. seems fishy to me.. and thats why I think I'm done.. I'm tired of the fucking running everytime we start talkin about something that needs to be talked about.. she sits there and says how she wants to see me and be with me and all this shit yet when she fucking has free time and I could fucking even come pick her up.. she goes and makes other fucking plans with other fucking ppl.. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK.. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO FUCKING DO.. anyways here are a short amount of some lyrics to the song I'm listening to right now.
"I've been so mad lately" Betty Blowtorch
I'm pissed I'm pissed I'm so pissed off I'm so fucking pissed you took everything and then you left me you took all my shit and left me nothing now I'm getting really angry I'm going to fucking explode youre a a bitch a cunt and an asshole I really think you are a dick FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOOOOOOOOOOU I'm pissed.. I'm pissed I'm so pissed off I'm so fucking pissed low life scumbag muther fucker bastard shit for brain asswhipe dickweed kunt stain asshole dickweed low life your a dick and I hate your fucking guts fuck shit hell damn shit FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOOU
this is pretty much how I feel at the moment.. I'm so fucking pissed at pretty much nothing.. and I have been like this for awhile now. not only b/c the one I fucking love left me.. and likes to play games with me but b/c we don't even have fucking food here and we are getting very fucking low on baby food.. I would rather starve to death than my son go without food. I'm pissed off at my mom for fucking leaving me here all the time.. shes never home anymore.. I fucking hate her.. so this song is to all the fucking ppl who like to walk all over me. and fuck me over.. and lie to me.. and who aren't ever fucking there.
"I've been so mad lately" Betty Blowtorch
I'm pissed I'm pissed I'm so pissed off I'm so fucking pissed you took everything and then you left me you took all my shit and left me nothing now I'm getting really angry I'm going to fucking explode youre a a bitch a cunt and an asshole I really think you are a dick FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOOOOOOOOOOU I'm pissed.. I'm pissed I'm so pissed off I'm so fucking pissed low life scumbag muther fucker bastard shit for brain asswhipe dickweed kunt stain asshole dickweed low life your a dick and I hate your fucking guts fuck shit hell damn shit FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOOU
this is pretty much how I feel at the moment.. I'm so fucking pissed at pretty much nothing.. and I have been like this for awhile now. not only b/c the one I fucking love left me.. and likes to play games with me but b/c we don't even have fucking food here and we are getting very fucking low on baby food.. I would rather starve to death than my son go without food. I'm pissed off at my mom for fucking leaving me here all the time.. shes never home anymore.. I fucking hate her.. so this song is to all the fucking ppl who like to walk all over me. and fuck me over.. and lie to me.. and who aren't ever fucking there.