"All your travels, are they all what they seem?"
A thanks to those who replied to my last post. I'm better since then, not as crazy-emo. I still miss them, but... I can actually keep it under control and not break into tears when I read the poster thingy.
I have almost no homework this week, since it's finals next week and all. I've been doing a couple little artistic projects. No biggie.
I titled this entry for a reason. As you all know I don't title entries often. But I found the lyrics to "Dreams of and Absolution", which was enough to catch my attention. But that one line... it just stuck. It just... I can't begin to describe the levels it makes me think on. Where is my life taking me? What if I was to try to make some inference... how should I know what it all really means? What do my decisions really mean? What, what, what... usually "why" is the killer question, but... This one fills me with "what"s. What significanse is this all. What my life really means. What it's taking me to.
Really the whole song just... means. I can't say exactly what. But it means something, way deep down.
Every night, I stay awake
I find my relfection (though I'm pretty sure it's 'find a solution)
And every night, It stays the same
In my dream, of absolution
In the nightlife, do you see what you dream?
All your travels, are they of what they seem? (of? all? I can't tell)
Look around you, then you may realize,
All the creatures saw with the light
And I might know of a future,
But then you still control the past.
Only you'll know if you'll be together
Only you know if we shall last.
In the nightlife, do you still feel your pain?
Or the valor you waited never came?
If you were evil, would you go change the past?
Another faux paux with one last chance. ('faux paux'? What the hell?)
And I might know of a future,
But then you still control the past
Only you know if you'll be together
Tonight.
'Cause every night I will save your life
And every night I will be with you.
'Cause every night I still lay awake
And I dream of an absolution.
'Cause every night I will make it right
And every night I will come to you.
But every night it just stays the same,
In my dream of an absolution.
In the nightlife, do you see what you dream?
All your triumph and all you'll ever be.
Look around you, then you may realize,
Happiness lies trapped in misery.
And who knows what of a future?
We can all try to change the past.
Only you know if you'll be together
Tonight.
'Cause every night I will save your life,
And every night I will be with you.
'Cause every night I still lay awake
And I dream of an absolution.
'Cause every night I will make it right,
And every night I will come to you.
But every night it just stays the same,
In my dream of an absolution
'Cause every night I will save your life,
And every night I will be with you.
'Cause every night I still lay awake
And I dream of an absolution
Cause every night I will make it right,
And every night I will come to you.
But every night it just stays the same
In my dream of an absolution.
And you'll see
Why you'll be
And you'll see
All you can know
'Cause every night
And every night
And every night
I will dream
And you'll see
That this is my dream
Why you'll be
And you'll see
That every night,
I will always dream
'Cause every night
And every night
And every night
I will dream
Made a new icon based off of the song, and how it's making me feel right now...
EDIT. EDIT. BIG FAT HUGE EDIT:
...WHY is it that DeviantArt has a Silver/Amy fansite... but NOT, a Silvaze? How in the bloody hell does that make sense?