Oct 10, 2007 00:56
Ah ma, how are you? I miss you terribly like crazy. It has been 7 years since you departed from this world to be near God. How are things up there? Are you already in a place where there is neither pain nor suffering? How are things looking for you? Do you miss me Ah ma, I hope you do.
Ah ma, this will be the 7th raya without you. And I haven't got the chance to pay you a visit and respects as well because I am bleeding and it isn't that nice really to be missing all that. Sigh. Ah ma, I am sure you know what has been happening lately to me and the family. I always wished that you would still be around and help me out in these. Help me knock some senses to mummy and daddy plus uncles and aunties.
Ah ma, I miss your presence in my life. I miss your cooking, I truly miss the great food you once whipped up for me when I am hungry or sick. I still remember your wonderful porridge you cooked for me when I was young. I miss you feeding me, I miss you trying to get me to eat. I miss all the time I spent with you. I am still coping with the sudden emptiness in my life without you and ah gong around.
Ah ma, please bless me with all the strength and courage for me to go on fighting my dear life and stay sane in this crazy world. Each time a disaster strike in my family, I grow weaker. Each time, another loved one of mine departs from this world, I grow even weaker. I wished I was stronger to cope with all the sudden loss, departure and endless problems.
Ah ma, there are just so many things I want to tell you face to face. I still long to hug and kiss you. I still long to hear your voice again. And till now, I still long to see you again. I'd do anything to spend a minute with you again. I just miss you terribly ah ma and I know you can hear me right now ah ma.
外婆,我好想你
that is my message to you.
May God bless and protect your soul ah ma. I love you from now, since I was a baby and till this very moment.
Love,
Aziemah.