They made me smile.

Oct 08, 2007 23:02

12 more days mark one year after my graduation ceremony, time sure flies very fast there. I can't believe it has been almost a year already since graduation ceremony, the day I cried like crazy and of course the day, I found out Ms Poh will miss my whinings. Hahaha, I miss her filler words too la okay. I know this is not exactly happy things but something that well, brings back fond memories. You got me there, I am missing YISS again for the 235479719172043492723957483049472397343231th times. :)

Being with the people of W45M brings smiles to my face, the Kecohrables namely the Malay people make me smile from ear to ear with their very cute and very malay antics. They are the ones who influence me to listen to Raya songs even before I can hear them playing on the radio. They made me laugh so hard today, I am beginning to fall for them. Felicia made me happy with my favourite seaweed. A pity, I didn't join them for dinner just now. Maybe not the right time yet, one day, soon perhaps. I am sure looking forward to that day.

It was a bad day but it got better at the end thankfully. My eyes were swollen and shrunk to half of the normal size and I barely can open eyes to read my problem statement plus the fact I only had 3-4hrs of sleep, it didn't seem to help at all. Yue pang, yue mang. Seesh! Anyways why wouldn't it get better when I have such wonderful people to make my day. Mrs Zaki sent me messages giving her views and being very neutral. She did help me see things in another perspective albeit the fact there were words which I didn't want to hear. Mel got my email and we also had a MSN conversation the whole morning till 2nd breakout. We agreed to meet on Thursday, since talking about my problems online never really help me in my healing. Mel was really nice, she suggested a lot of things and also gave advices. Audra got to know about it as well because she came across the post while reading my Peranakan post. Audra also comforted me in her Facebook messages and she is praying for me so that things will get better soon. She also told me to think of happy things which I am right now and she promised to take me out for ice cream soon. Thanks Audra. Thanks Mel and Audra, you guys were wonderful with the comfort words, advices and hugs as well. :)

One person made my day, made me smile from ear to ear, made me feel a lot more better than I already was. (I mean for the fact that I was with gf after school already made me feel better.) Mdm Reh called me up before dinner to check me up and talk to me as well. I was very happy and glad to receive her call. In a way, her call made my day brighter. We talked about my problem and being the Mdm Reh I know very well, she listened to all of my woes and whinings plus uncertainty and gave me her usual advices, those I have heard during Results Day. :) Thank you Mdm Reh, you know you rock my socks, my boat and certainly, you are my Everything la uh. Love you many many! (thanks for the sms too!)

Superwoman made me smile as well because despite being sick with tension headache, she actually replied my sms. I am very thankful for her sms because her sms gave me some sort of strength to go on for the day. It kind of boost up my energy, knowing that she believes in me that I will pull through all this and emerge a stronger superherogirl. Thanks superwoman, love you many many too. & get well soon!

Lastly, gf.. thanks for sticking with me through thick and thin of my life. Thanks for being there for me since morning when I was down, when tears unexpectedly streamed down my cheeks on our way to school and till the time you infected me with your high on I don't know what till I even got high and you had to endure some nonsense from me. Thank you for being there, thank you for being my shelter. Loves. :)

I may not be perfectly okay now but I assure you, I am feeling much better now, better than before that is. And I know, I will get even better as soon as Hari Raya approaches. Like I have said, whatever she wants to say or do to me, by all means go ahead even at the expense of crushing my soul and bruising my heart. If that is the way for her to show me how much she loves me, what am I to say, what am I to do other than to just accept it and be the bigger person and endure.

Meeting Ad for Fishball noodles later, kakak might just come along. I can't wait cos' Ad says she is gonna make me happy and we agreed to play sparklers. :))))))))))))))))
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