thats it.
woke up sick this morning, got the baby flu from the baby who got it from her dad, but when he had it i liked to refer to it as the pig flu. because honestly, thats the best way to describe him. been working on a lot of things like pointlessly, endlessly job searching/sending out resumes/ass kissing to no avail. set up my school schedule for the next two semesters (and yes, i am totally excited about the upcoming semester!!!). started therapy. returned to church (and it is beautiful). stopped smoking weed. walk everywhere, tirelessly at the randomest of times. stopped involving myself with negative, abusive people. started living my own simple life. i've sworn off boys for the time being...sworn off a lot of things. miss a lot of things. i've made up my mind to move on and not give up...to look toward the future on an endless loop and to leave the trash behind. and yes, i'm talking about him. so here is to being single, jobless, living in my mom's house at 26. it could be worse, but its only going to get better.