for what?
sam,
i completely understand. there are definitely no hard feelings whatsoever. in fact, life has been so full, so ripe with things to do and people to see that almost 98% of my plans end up botched or altered in ways that it becomes impossible to see the people i want to see and do the things that i want to do, although i do not regret it in the least. i am having a wonderful, albeit largely bizarre, time.
about your phone, don't even worry about calling/texting me. you're one of those people that regardless of how little or how much time we spend together, i still consider you one of my best homies. i think this is because we almost always pick up where we left off without skipping so much as a beat.
i didn't end up at EDC. i went camping in san onofre for the weekend and it was literally one of the most amazing trips ever. there were a few moments where i felt twinges of regret for not going, but for the most part i've sort of realized that raving really isn't my cup of tea. i figured out that i don't need to show up at a massive to feel a connection to like-minded people or whatever the bullshit is that makes raving so appealing (i seriously have so much to say about this realization, present day rave culture, liminality and the like, but i won't do it here, although, eventually i would like to do it somewhere because i feel so adamant about the subject). i honestly just wanted an excuse to roll balls and dance by myself. neither of us missed anything, i am sure.
i am always here, in different forms. don't be a stranger and don't stress too hard on things that you either can't fix or don't really need to worry about. life is really meant to be loved and lived. God always has a way of working things out and helping us along, even in the toughest moments. take care and i can't wait to see you.
all of my love,
soul(d) buddy b.
i completely understand. there are definitely no hard feelings whatsoever. in fact, life has been so full, so ripe with things to do and people to see that almost 98% of my plans end up botched or altered in ways that it becomes impossible to see the people i want to see and do the things that i want to do, although i do not regret it in the least. i am having a wonderful, albeit largely bizarre, time.
about your phone, don't even worry about calling/texting me. you're one of those people that regardless of how little or how much time we spend together, i still consider you one of my best homies. i think this is because we almost always pick up where we left off without skipping so much as a beat.
i didn't end up at EDC. i went camping in san onofre for the weekend and it was literally one of the most amazing trips ever. there were a few moments where i felt twinges of regret for not going, but for the most part i've sort of realized that raving really isn't my cup of tea. i figured out that i don't need to show up at a massive to feel a connection to like-minded people or whatever the bullshit is that makes raving so appealing (i seriously have so much to say about this realization, present day rave culture, liminality and the like, but i won't do it here, although, eventually i would like to do it somewhere because i feel so adamant about the subject). i honestly just wanted an excuse to roll balls and dance by myself. neither of us missed anything, i am sure.
i am always here, in different forms. don't be a stranger and don't stress too hard on things that you either can't fix or don't really need to worry about. life is really meant to be loved and lived. God always has a way of working things out and helping us along, even in the toughest moments. take care and i can't wait to see you.
all of my love,
soul(d) buddy b.