thought(s)
i have had a lot of down time recently where i havent done anything but stay up in a hydra of deep and somewhat ironic tranquillity after noticing a pattern of thoughts revolving around my mind, preoccupying my consentration on the days left behind.
i think a lot about my previous relationships....feelings rather in said relationships
i think that what happened is that i tell myself that i'm in love with people before i actually am because i long so much to be truly in love with someone who's loving back.
there have been a few people that i've actually loved (in regards to relationships with the opposing sex).
i've only loved three people in my entire life like the way i love them, and even fewer more than the way i love them....this is true
i love my friends, i love my mother and the rest of my family, i love my dog king, i love going to concerts and playing the guitar and singing with my true voice, i love my artwork (regardless if its all fairly simple and novice), i love everything i get to do in my life, and i love the path i'm on.
i think a lot about my previous relationships....feelings rather in said relationships
i think that what happened is that i tell myself that i'm in love with people before i actually am because i long so much to be truly in love with someone who's loving back.
there have been a few people that i've actually loved (in regards to relationships with the opposing sex).
i've only loved three people in my entire life like the way i love them, and even fewer more than the way i love them....this is true
i love my friends, i love my mother and the rest of my family, i love my dog king, i love going to concerts and playing the guitar and singing with my true voice, i love my artwork (regardless if its all fairly simple and novice), i love everything i get to do in my life, and i love the path i'm on.