Holy crap
Can't keep up. Too much to do, too many people pissing me off, too many reports and meetings that lead to more reports and more meetings - and I'm not bitching about the WORK, so much as the fact that everything is so discombobulated that I'm having trouble getting anything done, and if I'm going to put so much effort into it, I hate to see it dead end.
Update mostly for myself - fibro pain less than yesterday afternoon but worse than yesterday morning. Tried to go w/out Ambien last night, wasn't happening - I'm also out of my "prevacid" type drug, so heartburn and stomach pains are adding to the discomfort, and that's my own damn fault for not having energy/forethought to refill it. I did that this morning, will pick it up tomorrow. Fog is less, control over temper and emotions is razor thin and don't know why.
Need to stop worrying about how fast/slow I'm recovering, and how much I'm depending on a sleeping pill, I think...and just let myself feel better. Just don't know how.
Update mostly for myself - fibro pain less than yesterday afternoon but worse than yesterday morning. Tried to go w/out Ambien last night, wasn't happening - I'm also out of my "prevacid" type drug, so heartburn and stomach pains are adding to the discomfort, and that's my own damn fault for not having energy/forethought to refill it. I did that this morning, will pick it up tomorrow. Fog is less, control over temper and emotions is razor thin and don't know why.
Need to stop worrying about how fast/slow I'm recovering, and how much I'm depending on a sleeping pill, I think...and just let myself feel better. Just don't know how.