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I made a promise to myself and others that i wouldnt stay out overnight between now and the exams.
I broke that last night. I'm not proud of that...but I had to.
I got nicole to ring me. Spilled the beans. I half/jokingly said i could do with some company tonight lest i go insane, and the next thing you know i'm in a taxi, paid for by nicole, en route.
Spilled the beans some more.
I'll forever be grateful to her for being a shoulder, late...late at night.
I was at the breaking point last night.
I'm damn ugly when i cry. hehe.
I'm also forever grateful to the other people i know i could go to, and to the one othermperson who's made it explicitly clear they will be there for me.
Nicole's family, though i met them for about 20 minutes, are very warm, welcoming, and bloody funny.
I'm still pissed off with myself. I'm still hurting, as much as before but...
I don't feel like dropping everything related to school anymore.
I was ready to just give up but eh. Covered some very dangerous ground.
*shrugs* I'll see what i feel like after another long cold night, by myself.
Oh, and thanks for calling me at stupid o'clock. I finally slept decently.
For a few hours :)
Hope is a dangerous thing.
I broke that last night. I'm not proud of that...but I had to.
I got nicole to ring me. Spilled the beans. I half/jokingly said i could do with some company tonight lest i go insane, and the next thing you know i'm in a taxi, paid for by nicole, en route.
Spilled the beans some more.
I'll forever be grateful to her for being a shoulder, late...late at night.
I was at the breaking point last night.
I'm damn ugly when i cry. hehe.
I'm also forever grateful to the other people i know i could go to, and to the one othermperson who's made it explicitly clear they will be there for me.
Nicole's family, though i met them for about 20 minutes, are very warm, welcoming, and bloody funny.
I'm still pissed off with myself. I'm still hurting, as much as before but...
I don't feel like dropping everything related to school anymore.
I was ready to just give up but eh. Covered some very dangerous ground.
*shrugs* I'll see what i feel like after another long cold night, by myself.
Oh, and thanks for calling me at stupid o'clock. I finally slept decently.
For a few hours :)
Hope is a dangerous thing.