Humboldt Better Get Back To Me Soon...

[psi_philosopher]

...because I'm beginning to feel like everything I do down here is cursed. I keep making the wrong decisions. (No, this is not about the job. I made the right decision there.) This is about my relationships with people

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[iliachenvaar]

I don't think it's weird. I can't decide which is worse, which I suspect is why I see-saw. Whichever one seems worse to me at the time is the one I think it is. >_<

Yeah, I had a freak-out about the future just before I started my senior year of college. Nearly derailed my relationship with Mike. Change is scary.

Have you heard that Winston Churchill quote, "If you're going through hell, keep going"? Nowadays it's been made into a country song, but the first time I saw it, it was kind of a jolt. I hadn't really thought about it that way before, you know? That when you get to a place you don't like, if you just sit down and stop, it's never going to get any better. The only way to make things better, ever, is to keep moving. Even if you don't at first know where you're going. So maybe you won't like where you wind up at first - keep walking.

Advice that I could stand to take right now, in fact. Hm.

*hugs more. Things will turn out okay eventually, as long as you don't just give up. I admit, sometimes that one's a bitch. I'm kind of there myself right now. But the world is round, so you can't just come to the end of it - eventually, if you keep on walking, you have to come to someplace better. *wry smile.