Maybe... There should be more changes.
Well. Fuck all. The free writing may begin soon. Not sure really, but I need somewhere to put my thoughts, and the easiest place to put them has always been here. On the internet. May I only offend those who deserve to be offended, may I only proclaim my love to those of whom my love is deserved of, and may I never have another drink as long as I fucking live, and may no one who ever cares about me ever fucking tempt me with something they know I should not have. Anything else? Possibly. But we'll start with the basics. If you lose contact with me completely, even after a year. You don't count because you didn't try, or leave enough clues. My life is changing. I'm sorry if it seems like I've let you down, but right now, there's more to be lost than just a couple friends. If you ever think I didn't care, then maybe you were the one who didn't care enough. May no drop of alcohol ever touch my lips again. No matter how much I'll ever want it to.