I met a new boy... I really like him...

craaaaaappp!!!!

I took a nap sometime in the afternoon. I believe I was unconscious for about 4 hours. To put everything into context, I don't sleep at night anymore, I take naps in the afternoon between classes. Anyway, while I was sleeping I had the scariest dream I have ever had and I've had some pretty fucking bad nightmares ( Read more... )

Within two semesters, I'll be graduating, leaving this little hole without ever looking back. Sure, I'll miss the great people I've gotten to know over the years, but this institution in general has been nothing but stress, desolation and absolute boredom for me. You'd think otherwise concerning the boredom aspect of it considering the amount of ( Read more... )

It's been a really long time since I've written anything here, but whatever... here goes ( Read more... )

I've figured out why I've been cranky lately. Being the atypical female, I have my "fat" days, where I just feel like my muffin top is protruding from my pants more than usual. Those days, I just cover it up with one of my hoodies. But I've been having those days be more frequent and prolonged. I can't stand wearing just a t-shirt because I ( Read more... )

I'm okay with mediocrity. I don't have to be amazing or phenominal at anything I do because the fact of the matter I am neither of those things when I do something, whether or not I'm passionate about it. What I'm not okay with is the fact that I have lost the convictions I used to hold. Yeah, people change as do their beliefs over time. But ( Read more... )

I hear people complain about 10-15 page papers a lot. You know what, you don't know what paper writing hell is until you forced to write within a 800 word count limit. You have to be concise, to the point, while being elaborate all at the same time. There is no room to bullshit. If you don't know it, there's no room to convalute the topic. I ( Read more... )

I can't sleep, so to occupy my time, here is a bunch of ramblings for all none of you to enjoy. So, take in a deep breath, and here it goes. I had a bunch of appointments with professors and my counselor today. All of them went well. My counselor feels that I should go to more meetings, but that's not anything new considering I only go to one ( Read more... )

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I try to live life not wanting anything, not getting my hopes up or anything of that nature. Of course, things don't always work that way but that doesn't mean I don't try. I go to Mount Holyoke College, which has been said to be one of the top schools in the country. I'm paying masses amounts of money to come here and I'm actually doing pretty ( Read more... )