Pounding
My head is throbbing. I feel weird, and I cried in church today. My youth minister talked about death and saying goodbye and it reminded me of my gradfather who died last year. So i bet that's why i have a headache. Then when I was crying I was kinda hoping Jonathan would be there but noooo he wasn't, but i guess its all gravy Chase comforted me and let me cry on his shoulder. I felt like an idiot crying over something that happened so long ago, but I was really really close to my gradfather and i missed his last breaths by like two minutes. I feel just horrible now. I need Jonathan to put me in a good mood but he's not on! Grrrrrr