it could be sad... but it's true
I know this might sound silly... Heading into my surgery tomorrow I'm a tad bit scared, but I've barely thought of it. The thing that has occupied my mind the most about it all is the fact that I'll be without my dog for four days. As much as being in the hospital that long makes me cringe, I'm more concerned about not having my Lola with me. I can't explain the bond she and I have, it's like we were meant to be together. I know it sounds silly but I fell in love with her the moment I saw her picture online. She came to me at a time where I felt so lost. I "woke up" when she came into my life. She inspires me to do so much, and she's just a dog!! But she's so much more than that to me. I can't thank God(dess) enough for bringing the two of us together. She's become family to me, I can't imagine life without her. It's amazing... the bonds we can share with animals. Some people might say "pft.. she's just a dog" and I say "it's too bad you don't have the capacity to love like I can, or be loved like I am." She makes me incandescently happy.