the Misery Complex
I've got a new job. I work at Subway & I start at CFM soon.
It was weird at first, not seeing her all the time.
Not having someone I was comfortable with around.
But strangely enough,
I'm happier without her than I ever was with her.
I don't feel drained, I don't feel like I have to make anyone else happy, and i don't have to worry about whether or not I can trust her.
Things have happened recently that I equate to karma & i can only hope it continues the way it has for me.
I try to control my impulses, my actions.
I'm struggling to hold onto the balance of vengeance & righteousness,
sanity & insanity,
misery & hope.
fuck you babe.
I'm out.
It was weird at first, not seeing her all the time.
Not having someone I was comfortable with around.
But strangely enough,
I'm happier without her than I ever was with her.
I don't feel drained, I don't feel like I have to make anyone else happy, and i don't have to worry about whether or not I can trust her.
Things have happened recently that I equate to karma & i can only hope it continues the way it has for me.
I try to control my impulses, my actions.
I'm struggling to hold onto the balance of vengeance & righteousness,
sanity & insanity,
misery & hope.
fuck you babe.
I'm out.