But That's What I Get

[prozac616]

just when everything was making sense.
you took away all my self-confidence.
now all that i've been hearing must be true.
i guess i'm not the only boy for you.

I feel like I have no purpose, like I'm just wandering aimlessly waiting for something that'll never happen.
I'm lonely, how lame is that? I want someone, I want her specifically but that really doesn't matter at this point, I like having someone in my life, they don't need to be some all consuming entity in my life, just someone to drink coffee with, smoke with, cuddle with, etc.

Sometimes it feels like theres more going on than I know. Like you have some strategy in life and I'm just a pawn waiting to be sacrificed.

I fancy that a coma would be nice for a while.
mmmmsleep.

brb, I'm going to smoke a bowl & then finish this entry.
elapsed time: 16 minutes

I like puppies.
wait, what was I talking about...
the geopolitical structure of Asian countries?
The increasing gap between the wealthy & the poor?
boobs?

"The end may justify the means as long as there is something that justifies the end."
- Leon Trotsky

fuck it, I'm off like a prom dress.
later.