CONFUSED???
i'm telling you guys... i've never been more confused about everything in my entire life. I don't know which way i'm going. But that was mostly last week... cause last week was probably one of the worst weeks i've ever had... and i hardly know why... but this week, much better.
I had an advising appointment... well two.. but basically i'm screwed, that's what it comes down to... i have to take some class over the summer if i don't want to have two labs next semester, which i don't! cause its impossible. So that means i'd take physics or chem... problem is is that chem won't let you just take the lab at another school, no you have to do everything, which means i'd repeat my chem class that i'm in now! RIDICULOUS!!! but i don't want to take physics outside of the school cause i actually care about that and want to get the best education i can for it... so looks like i'm taking chem this summer... how horrendous is that? but i hear its only 6 weeks long, and i have four months off for summer... so i can handle it i hope... so no one can go on a cool camping trip without me, its as simple as that. But anyways, because im taking chem over the summer, i can take psych! which i'm pumped to take cause i love that stuff, and i think that will be like a mental break from all my other classes which are just numbers...
Sometimes I think this school isn't where I'm meant to be... but then its times like tonight where i know that this could be my third home... (danver's your my second... and if not then hamilton is, and you're my first). I feel like I'm just like going in circles sometimes though and that I have no idea where i'm really going. and I definitely don't want to end up here after school, like i LOVE new england and i want to live there soo much.... so either way, no matter what happens, four to 6 years from now... i'm going to live in NE... its as simple as that. My job and other stuff will just have to fall into place after that. But, damn I miss New England...
I miss driving too... SOOO MUCHH, that was like such an outlet for me i've found out. Like whenever i had to think about stuff, that's what i did, i drove, turned the music up and the windows up and sang as loud as i could... i know ridiculous... but that like kept me in check and kept me sane. almost 3 months now without any driving (cause i messed up my foot a week before i left and couldn't drive), and i'm dieing!!
Obviously, i miss everyone from home, I keep being reminded by like pictures of how much fun this past summer was... it was awesome. I can't wait till x-mas just to see everyone again.
I don't know about you guys... but i am nothing but tired here.... like i sleep 8 hours a night... well alright like 5 or 6 and then nap for like 3 hours in the day, and I'm still dead as a door knob all day... I'm thinking too much and i got to stop that.
anyways... hope all is going awesome for you guys, x-mas soon WOO!
hey, i guess it takes a hurricane to open some doors
I had an advising appointment... well two.. but basically i'm screwed, that's what it comes down to... i have to take some class over the summer if i don't want to have two labs next semester, which i don't! cause its impossible. So that means i'd take physics or chem... problem is is that chem won't let you just take the lab at another school, no you have to do everything, which means i'd repeat my chem class that i'm in now! RIDICULOUS!!! but i don't want to take physics outside of the school cause i actually care about that and want to get the best education i can for it... so looks like i'm taking chem this summer... how horrendous is that? but i hear its only 6 weeks long, and i have four months off for summer... so i can handle it i hope... so no one can go on a cool camping trip without me, its as simple as that. But anyways, because im taking chem over the summer, i can take psych! which i'm pumped to take cause i love that stuff, and i think that will be like a mental break from all my other classes which are just numbers...
Sometimes I think this school isn't where I'm meant to be... but then its times like tonight where i know that this could be my third home... (danver's your my second... and if not then hamilton is, and you're my first). I feel like I'm just like going in circles sometimes though and that I have no idea where i'm really going. and I definitely don't want to end up here after school, like i LOVE new england and i want to live there soo much.... so either way, no matter what happens, four to 6 years from now... i'm going to live in NE... its as simple as that. My job and other stuff will just have to fall into place after that. But, damn I miss New England...
I miss driving too... SOOO MUCHH, that was like such an outlet for me i've found out. Like whenever i had to think about stuff, that's what i did, i drove, turned the music up and the windows up and sang as loud as i could... i know ridiculous... but that like kept me in check and kept me sane. almost 3 months now without any driving (cause i messed up my foot a week before i left and couldn't drive), and i'm dieing!!
Obviously, i miss everyone from home, I keep being reminded by like pictures of how much fun this past summer was... it was awesome. I can't wait till x-mas just to see everyone again.
I don't know about you guys... but i am nothing but tired here.... like i sleep 8 hours a night... well alright like 5 or 6 and then nap for like 3 hours in the day, and I'm still dead as a door knob all day... I'm thinking too much and i got to stop that.
anyways... hope all is going awesome for you guys, x-mas soon WOO!
hey, i guess it takes a hurricane to open some doors