Sep 09, 2005 00:54
So, God has really been speaking to me lately. Main lesson: "Keeley, trust Me. I made you, I designed your life, I know who you are to become, who you are to marry, and the life you will lead for Me. Let go of your worries...It's pretty pointless to worry about something when I have perfect control." Sounds easy to grasp, doesn't it? Yeah.....Not at all. See, I know how I want my life to be. I know my dreams and my desires, and that's what I want. However, God also knows my dreams and desires as well as what will be. He knows because it's His plan. It is perfect, precise, and designed especially for me. I seriously need to learn to let go of things. It is on God's hands. If I trust Him with my soul and my eternity, why not with my life on Earth? I'm working on it, praying on it, but I feel like I'm not making much progress. I get so caught up in what and who I want that I forget that God has it all lined up. What will be, will be if that's the way God wants it. My prayer needs to be to be the woman God desires of me, and to step back and let His will happen in my life, not my own. I will met the people I am meant to, take the job I am meant to, marry the man I am meant to, have the kids I am meant to, and do the work for Him all along the way I am meant to.
If you care enough about me to read this, could you love me a little more and just pray for me? Pray for this area. I know all of this to be true, I just need to work harder to put it into practice. Thank you, and Christ's peace!