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there's alota shit on my mind, i've gotten remarkably good at blocking it out though.
i wanna say my swing is almost as perfect as i've ever gotten it. God damn i can't wait til game time, as soon as I step in the batter's box, something's gonna happen.
surprisingly i realized i like the cheap regular leather batting gloves rather than the 30 or 35 dollar franklin or mizuno ones.
it was good to see matt today, hadn't seen him in months. ended the evening smoking some a cigarette while we talked for a little bit before going seperate ways.
realized laney's gang of friends doesn't hate me like i thought they did, she sent Krenek to give me my bag of clothes and my family guy DVDs, me and krenek actually talked a bit before i left the dorm. apparently she saw i really did try to make things work, but it just wasn't working out. we were too different i guess. anyways, as soon as i got there, i had matt and jon backing me up (i'll explain later) behind me and when we were walking towards the kurth lobby, laney and andrew walked out hand in hand right in front of us. i didn't know if it was an intentional trying to piss me off or what, but i thought it was pretty cowardly to make me drive all the way out there to Georgetown to take her all her things and not even so much as look at me. Me and Krenek talked a little in the dorm, it was actually a good conversation.
talked to Jen a little bit afterward too when I went to give her a bottle of Smirnoff vodka, she was more understanding about shit then i thought she'd be. it was good seeing her and barbara again, damn I still can't believe how shit faced I let myself get. I guess when I showed up at the party laney was already hammered, so i downed shots left and right, and the jack felt like it was taking forever, so i started drinking the cuervo, just damn near chugging the shit right out of the bottle...me and laney pretty much needed a whole day to recover. i puked i think twice. had to "pull the trigger" as shane would put it to puke. also she finally met matt after hearing the strip club story, and god knows how many other ones. haha..."the ants go marching one by one hoorah, hoorah...".
most of the friends that i figured i wouldn't see anymore...eh, by most i mean 2. but anyways they both wished me good luck with baseball. granted that's not gonna carry me from here to the MLB but it was cool hearing that from them.
oh and about taking jon and matt with me, apparently i guess it was a scare tactic but supposedly laney had some guy friends that wanted to fuck with me for what happened. called around to see if anyone knew anything about it, but no one really knew anything. figured take jon and i'll be fine, but then matt called telling me he got a new phone, and he pretty much invited himself to go too and that's pretty much how he went along.
Well, I guess like I said to Kren and maybe Jenny, memories were made but sometimes shit just isn't meant to work. I know I won't forget drag ball, don't think anyone else will either...haha or the party and me and laney taking an entire day to recover. damn jack and jose didn't mix well at all. and i guess getting my tongue pierced was fun..."5...4...3 *POKE*". hurt like hell and thought i was dead the next morning, but it's badass to play with during class and shit.
yea i'm off to bed...
i wanna say my swing is almost as perfect as i've ever gotten it. God damn i can't wait til game time, as soon as I step in the batter's box, something's gonna happen.
surprisingly i realized i like the cheap regular leather batting gloves rather than the 30 or 35 dollar franklin or mizuno ones.
it was good to see matt today, hadn't seen him in months. ended the evening smoking some a cigarette while we talked for a little bit before going seperate ways.
realized laney's gang of friends doesn't hate me like i thought they did, she sent Krenek to give me my bag of clothes and my family guy DVDs, me and krenek actually talked a bit before i left the dorm. apparently she saw i really did try to make things work, but it just wasn't working out. we were too different i guess. anyways, as soon as i got there, i had matt and jon backing me up (i'll explain later) behind me and when we were walking towards the kurth lobby, laney and andrew walked out hand in hand right in front of us. i didn't know if it was an intentional trying to piss me off or what, but i thought it was pretty cowardly to make me drive all the way out there to Georgetown to take her all her things and not even so much as look at me. Me and Krenek talked a little in the dorm, it was actually a good conversation.
talked to Jen a little bit afterward too when I went to give her a bottle of Smirnoff vodka, she was more understanding about shit then i thought she'd be. it was good seeing her and barbara again, damn I still can't believe how shit faced I let myself get. I guess when I showed up at the party laney was already hammered, so i downed shots left and right, and the jack felt like it was taking forever, so i started drinking the cuervo, just damn near chugging the shit right out of the bottle...me and laney pretty much needed a whole day to recover. i puked i think twice. had to "pull the trigger" as shane would put it to puke. also she finally met matt after hearing the strip club story, and god knows how many other ones. haha..."the ants go marching one by one hoorah, hoorah...".
most of the friends that i figured i wouldn't see anymore...eh, by most i mean 2. but anyways they both wished me good luck with baseball. granted that's not gonna carry me from here to the MLB but it was cool hearing that from them.
oh and about taking jon and matt with me, apparently i guess it was a scare tactic but supposedly laney had some guy friends that wanted to fuck with me for what happened. called around to see if anyone knew anything about it, but no one really knew anything. figured take jon and i'll be fine, but then matt called telling me he got a new phone, and he pretty much invited himself to go too and that's pretty much how he went along.
Well, I guess like I said to Kren and maybe Jenny, memories were made but sometimes shit just isn't meant to work. I know I won't forget drag ball, don't think anyone else will either...haha or the party and me and laney taking an entire day to recover. damn jack and jose didn't mix well at all. and i guess getting my tongue pierced was fun..."5...4...3 *POKE*". hurt like hell and thought i was dead the next morning, but it's badass to play with during class and shit.
yea i'm off to bed...