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I'm on crisis… I don’t know what I should do abut the school. I mean I’m more stressed abut looking good in Tokyo Dance night than my final exams. What the hell is wrong with me????
I just cant seem to find the energy to stress about the finals because I’m only doing them so mother wouldn’t be so mad at me and that (maybe/when) I want to go to university I can (without having to first finish college)… So there, besides I don’t think there can ever be anything wrong with being educated in some level. Makes me smarter (I wish).
So back to my vanity. I just don’t know what to wear, how to do my hair, how to do my makeup. Everything is just one big blur in my mind. My only goal is to outstand the ugly J-rockers that only go there to see Japanese guys dressed as women. They shouldn’t be allowed in if you ask me.
Why do I think about this so much? I don’t know… I hate being so vain and only concerned about my looks when my whole future depends on my final exams (which are placed on the morning after Tokyo Dance night! So I know I’ll do extremely well… Just hope I wont fall asleep)
Oh yeah and I’m happy again… A friend of mine got me a ticket to Moi dix Mois! Must go and laugh at Mana! And must go and laugh at the ugly Mana-cosplayers…
Maybe I’ll pull on a bag Mana cosplay outfit also… Maybe, maybe… Would be fun though.
Oh and I suck! Not going to the first class today either… I’m a bad student…
I just cant seem to find the energy to stress about the finals because I’m only doing them so mother wouldn’t be so mad at me and that (maybe/when) I want to go to university I can (without having to first finish college)… So there, besides I don’t think there can ever be anything wrong with being educated in some level. Makes me smarter (I wish).
So back to my vanity. I just don’t know what to wear, how to do my hair, how to do my makeup. Everything is just one big blur in my mind. My only goal is to outstand the ugly J-rockers that only go there to see Japanese guys dressed as women. They shouldn’t be allowed in if you ask me.
Why do I think about this so much? I don’t know… I hate being so vain and only concerned about my looks when my whole future depends on my final exams (which are placed on the morning after Tokyo Dance night! So I know I’ll do extremely well… Just hope I wont fall asleep)
Oh yeah and I’m happy again… A friend of mine got me a ticket to Moi dix Mois! Must go and laugh at Mana! And must go and laugh at the ugly Mana-cosplayers…
Maybe I’ll pull on a bag Mana cosplay outfit also… Maybe, maybe… Would be fun though.
Oh and I suck! Not going to the first class today either… I’m a bad student…