why why why is all I hear
I am exhausted even though it's not even 1 pm and I woke up about an hour ago.
Jesus Christ, life is so messy.
Why do people need to hurt others? Why is that inherent drive in us? Why are we selfish and then others wind up getting hurt and burned and scarred? Why are we never content with what we have? Why do we think we don't deserve what we do have and so try and hurt ourselves? Why do we hurt anything, period?
Why can't I love him the way he deserves to be loved? Why won't he just let me leave him alone so I won't hurt him any more? Why does it always take me saying I'm leaving before anything changes?
Why can't I be normal? Why do I have to be an emotional mess? Why am I always the one to collapse? Why am I so dependent?
Why can't I stop myself?
Jesus Christ, life is so messy.
Why do people need to hurt others? Why is that inherent drive in us? Why are we selfish and then others wind up getting hurt and burned and scarred? Why are we never content with what we have? Why do we think we don't deserve what we do have and so try and hurt ourselves? Why do we hurt anything, period?
Why can't I love him the way he deserves to be loved? Why won't he just let me leave him alone so I won't hurt him any more? Why does it always take me saying I'm leaving before anything changes?
Why can't I be normal? Why do I have to be an emotional mess? Why am I always the one to collapse? Why am I so dependent?
Why can't I stop myself?