Dinner with Andre
So we ended up going to IHOP. He doesn't know it, but he will always be the prototype. Tall, brown skin, curly hair, nice teeth (even with the gap)... There's just something about him...its not even a sexual vibe. Its like, I want to tuck myself under his arm and lay my head on his chest. And talk to him all night.
I guess I'm not disappointed that we went to IHOP.. I'm kinda glad we went somewhere less noisy, where it was cool to put our elbows on the table and just be ourselves. I think going out with him showed me what I've been missing without male companionship. It made me want to be affectionate, be loving toward someone (not necessarily him, but it would've been nice).
I told myself the other day that the goal of self-improvements was to find a husband. But its not about him (mostly not, anyway), its about me: feeling good, pretty, funky, for myself. If that turns someone's head, then great. If not, oh well. (really not 'oh well', but thats what I'm supposed to say).
Oh - and I'm glad that I woke up at 8:30 this morning.
I guess I'm not disappointed that we went to IHOP.. I'm kinda glad we went somewhere less noisy, where it was cool to put our elbows on the table and just be ourselves. I think going out with him showed me what I've been missing without male companionship. It made me want to be affectionate, be loving toward someone (not necessarily him, but it would've been nice).
I told myself the other day that the goal of self-improvements was to find a husband. But its not about him (mostly not, anyway), its about me: feeling good, pretty, funky, for myself. If that turns someone's head, then great. If not, oh well. (really not 'oh well', but thats what I'm supposed to say).
Oh - and I'm glad that I woke up at 8:30 this morning.