May 30, 2006 20:54
My room is full of old memories and mementos from past years.. with every turn or sudden glance I feel like I am taking a trip down memory lane.
Packing has officially begun.. I had completely forgotten just how many clothes I actually owned..
This time packing feels so different.. I am yes, I am nervous as hell that I am going to fail this summer but also excited to be getting out of VA Beach.. Don't get me wrong, I love it here but I need a new challenge/ new adventure..
My Mom came into my room as I was packing and jamming out to GUSTER ( side note..Amazing band. should check out). My Mom started to get a little sad because she said I was packing everything up. She went on to explain how this time it feels more permanent because she knows I am going places...
I tried to explain how she was going to see me since she is planning like two trips up to the Cape while I am up there.. my friends were right.. My parents will follow me wherever I go to show how much they love me..
Check up appointment for my tonsils tomorrow and then hair cut.. I need one since I won't be able to get it cut again until Fall Break..
This month home has been just what I needed.. A break to see my friends and then prepare myself for the stressful and long hours working for the next three months. My professors, family, and friends have faith in me and I must believe in myself as well.