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i'm p annoyed because i lost my phone and not only are they heckling me for losing it but any solution that i come up with is a huge problem for them even though it literally does not affect them in any way shape or form. my dad told me that he doesn't want to extend the contract with at&t which i don't blame him for at all so i asked him what service he was considering switching to and he said t-mobile, so i did some research and decided that going with t-mobile was probably my best bet, considering i could get the phone that i wanted and not have to shell out an arm and a leg, not to mention att doesn't sell unlocked phones OR phones at all for less than your first born and my brother got on my ass about getting a gophone even though i'd researched them already and they're 60$ a month for a phone that i don't even want compared to 71$ for the phone that i do want, and the price should go down once i've paid it off.
on top of that, i told my dad i'd pay my early cancellation fee in 50$ increments. and on top of THAT, they're not fucking paying for it so explain to me how this affects them at all.
they keep bitching at me to get my car insured but i keep asking my dad to run the insurance for me as that's what he does as an insurance agent and he never gives me a straight answer so i have no clue how to even plan accordingly and then they bring up that i "can't even insure my car" and just
i'm trying my best here i don't know what else to do
i hate coming home. it's the worst part of the day, because i know that as soon as i get there, there's going to be something else about me that pisses someone off.
i'm currently looking for a second job because the one i have at present on pays me minimum wage and my checks are only OK and i work everyday and once school starts again i won't be able to pay for anything unless i work nights, and i really really really hate working nights because there's too many people and my team is lackadaisical at best
god i just want to go downtown and smoke hookah until i pass out i'm so fucking sad all the time
whatever i'm done i'm over it