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They're driving me round the twist. My two best mates... well, my best mate and my girlfriend? Naw, that sounds strange, though I suppose that's what she is, if you wanted to be technical. Maybe I should just go with my two best mates? Sounds better. Maybe I'm just not at the point of calling anyone my girlfriend yet.
Anyway, I thought maybe once the romantic element was gone from their relationship that they'd be better. But they're not. She's still got her knickers in a twist over the attack, even though we know it wasn't him. And he... well, he's going hot and cold and it's just strange. I know Ron is a bit if a git... he always has been. That's part of what makes him fun. They both just need to calm down, and if they'd each take a minute to think about it they'd realise that we have a bigger problem, that whoever did attack her is still out there. I just don't think either of them have their priorities straight. I think I'll go to the attack sight today and see if there might be anything there.
I have to say, though... I think I'm going to bust if I don't tell someone, so I'll tell my journal. Hermione is amazing. It's so different being with her than it was being with Ginny. I do still love Ginny... I know I always will. But with her, I was being so cautious and always afraid of a misstep because we've had so many bad stops and starts. I never wanted to hurt her, and I know she never wanted to hurt me. But this is all for the best. With Hermione, I have to honestly say I'm not sure I have the passionate love for her that I did with Gin, but that'll come, right? Of course I love her, that goes without saying and of course I feel passionate for her. She's beautiful and intellegent and so fantastic. I've always thought so. With her, I always know what to expect and I always know she'll be there for me. She's... safe. We have this brilliant comfort when we're just around the flat together, or when we're out. I feel like we just fit. Though, I have to admit that things are a bit odd, knowing that I'm with her and that Ron has been with her... knowing how in love with her he is. I know they've been broken up, so I don't feel like I'm stealing her. But I know he's still heart sick over her. Does this make me a bad friend?
How's your day going? I know Remus likely keeps you too busy there for you to reply, but I wanted to say hi anyway.