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I help Emm to her feet and stand myself. Glaring after Malfoy I decide against letting this go any further. I'd completely lost it with Snape... and I feel like shit for it. Not out of guilt... because I had absolutely no control over myself- my actions, my emotions...
I'm a fucking child sometimes. I miss Remus- he used to always... keep sirius and I in check. Now it's like I have no damper, nothing holding me back. There is still blood running down my arm and matting my robe to me and Emm looks even worse. "Let's see if we can get to Pomfrey and not run into those two..." I say quietly, "I'd fix this myself but I'm not very good at healing," I admit sheepishly. Looking at her shoulder I ask, "is that where your scar was? I suppose we'll have matching ones now..." I grin like an idiot. "C'mon, let's go," holding her arm carefully I walk towards the imfirmirary, using a different route that Malfoy and Snape. I don't mind bleeding really-- frankly, I deserve it and much worse too, but I'm worried about Emm.
I'm a fucking child sometimes. I miss Remus- he used to always... keep sirius and I in check. Now it's like I have no damper, nothing holding me back. There is still blood running down my arm and matting my robe to me and Emm looks even worse. "Let's see if we can get to Pomfrey and not run into those two..." I say quietly, "I'd fix this myself but I'm not very good at healing," I admit sheepishly. Looking at her shoulder I ask, "is that where your scar was? I suppose we'll have matching ones now..." I grin like an idiot. "C'mon, let's go," holding her arm carefully I walk towards the imfirmirary, using a different route that Malfoy and Snape. I don't mind bleeding really-- frankly, I deserve it and much worse too, but I'm worried about Emm.