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Aug 27, 2005 10:33

Ok so my last entry was a whole big pile of enigmatic proportions... not that I can really explain how I'm feeling any better now...but let me try. For the sake of getting it out ( Read more... )

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epigirl August 30 2005, 01:20:16 UTC
I'm not sure, but by the way you're describing it, it seems we feel almost the same. I'm in no way in the same position as you are with the whole bills thing, but I understand. There are just so many what if's...what if you fall down? Well, what if you get right back up? What if? Okay...so the right time's approached...and I'm hoping that maybe my lyrics will make someone feel /good/ for once...

"What if miracles don't really happen?
More importantly, what if they don't happen to me?
What does a girl have to do to get a little salvation?
What does it take to get some clarity?

and I'm staring into the eyes of fate
And you say...

'What if, girl, erase that from your vocabulary
What if, girl, you cross your fingers and learn to breathe?
What if, girl, you take a chance and you come to see
That the sky's the limit when you make, you make believe...so make believe...'

And what if no one's ever truly listening?
More importantly, what if they hate what they're hearing?
What does a girl have to do to express what she's been feeling?
'Cause I'm singing my heart out and i'm wearing it on my sleeve...

'What if, girl, erase that from your vocabulary
What if, girl, you cross your fingers and learn to breathe?
What if, girl, you take a chance and you come to see
That the sky's the limit when you make, you make believe...so make believe...'

Oh, and girl
You look at yourself and you see what you're not
But I look at you and I see what you are
And what you'll be if you just make believe

And what if I keep meeting people like you?
What if they all become a part of my soul?
And what if I'm not a what if girl anymore and it's all your fault
What if you become my rock, my rock, my rock 'n' roll..."

Blah, blah, yadda, blah...What if this time is just a test? What if by this summer you won't get to go on tour because you've been signed and have other stuff to do. There are a million possibilities. If you WANT to go bacl to school, wait a quarter then re-apply. You're 19. You have A LOT of time for music, you know? We'll both get there one day, I have a feeling...the point is to have fun while we can still walk around without getting mobbed. ;] I also have a feeling I missed the point of all of this...but I'm half asleep, sick, and I'm making excuses why I've spent 30 minutes typing this out without knowing what to say...but it's the thought that counts, right? I didn't think so...

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