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It's been a little while since i updated. The boys did better than expected in getting adjusted to school. B had a rough day today, but that was more about him being tired than anything else. However, i was looking up some schools in a city i once lived in, and found out that they have a number of private schools specifically for children with autism spectrum diagnoses. So now i'm wondering if i'm short-changing him by staying in this little tiny town. Not that we'd ever move, but still . . . And i'm also not sure if this is just me looking for a reason to criticise my mothering. Not that i'd ever do that, LOL.
So we're going out of town for the weekend, and i'm SO freaking excited!! And nervous. My husband doesn't like to travel, but he's sucking it up because he knows that this means a lot to me (and i've begged and bugged him nonstop for a looooong time about this). And of course, B doesn't travel well because of the disruption to routine, but we'll just take it as it comes. i really need to see my sis, and that's all there is to it. It will be great just because we'll get to hang out and be together, you know? There are so few people in this world that i can relax and feel safe and open with.
My t thinks i apologize too much. For stuff that doesn't require apology. She's got a point. It's that whole "apologizing for my existence" thing. i'm working on it, what more can i say?
So we're going out of town for the weekend, and i'm SO freaking excited!! And nervous. My husband doesn't like to travel, but he's sucking it up because he knows that this means a lot to me (and i've begged and bugged him nonstop for a looooong time about this). And of course, B doesn't travel well because of the disruption to routine, but we'll just take it as it comes. i really need to see my sis, and that's all there is to it. It will be great just because we'll get to hang out and be together, you know? There are so few people in this world that i can relax and feel safe and open with.
My t thinks i apologize too much. For stuff that doesn't require apology. She's got a point. It's that whole "apologizing for my existence" thing. i'm working on it, what more can i say?