Temporarily pacify this hunger that's so cruel.

[progeniteur]

By no means is the aspect of love simple, nor the meaning of it. So easily could I delve into a slump of self-pity over the happenings of a rather upsetting occurrence earlier in the evening involving my ex, however i've begun to loathe mostly writing my expressions of angst, especially when there's far more to me as a person than stereotypical

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[yahsosueme41]

Oh, Mik. My brain hurts slightly from reading that, but i think I got the gist of it *i just woke up and i'm SICK..blabhahh*. I'm really sorry that things aren't going quite as planned for you. I mean, i know i'm missing a bit of something but still, i'm sorry. Mostly because of how hard your mom was on you. Just remember, that no matter what your mom says, there's always a part of her that still loves you. She probably is just feeling a lot of emotions and is just venting. There's like only one person that would ever mean anything like that, and that's my mom. I really hope that things between you two better. (..er..can you use that as a verb..?)

Someday Mik, when I we hang out, we're going to gather up a bunch of old crap (bottles, shitty computers that don't work, etc.) and pull an office space, and beat the shit out of it all with baseball bats. I assure you, it relieves stress quite nicely. Unless you break the baseball bat ;o. (..pshh..not that i've DONE that..), that ..hurts. Ah, well I'm terrible at consoling (sp?) people in such emotional situations,I tried though! ;o*

I love you Mik!

~Lauren

[progeniteur]

Lauren, foremost i'm glad you're back from vacation because I missed you terribly, and I also feel privileged knowing I spoke with you over the phone right when you got back, hearing that sexy voice lifted my spirits. You're right about the situation involving my mother, I don't really hold against her the things they said, at the time she was in dire need of venting and basically just pissed off to hell, it just kind of sucks when you sit there and have your parent saying they wonder what they did wrong to have you grow up to be so horrible.

Lol, I could completely see us smashing up stuff with bats, some day we'll definitely pull an Office Space and do that. Oh, in the movie Office Space, i'm Peter like hell. You know something, Lauren, sometimes consoling someone isn't necessarily in what you say, it's just the fact that you're there as support, and when it comes down to it, that's what counts. Love you, Lauren, i'll be expecting those random-ass calls you give me after school, and do my best to have the phone-line more available.