Feb 10, 2005 01:02
i'm waiting for michael to call me tonight. so i decided to do that meaningful update. maybe get a thought or two out, and maybe a few in too..
as you are all well aware, i have michael now. we've been together a month now. this month, seriously, has been better than any other time in my life...i can't believe what i've found in him. i re-read his entries that he wrote about me about one month ago, and they made me realize that i didn't quite grasp the message of what he was saying to me. i think i grasp it now. and all i can do is be overwhelmed with happiness. seriously man, i don't know what else i can feel anymore...he's amazing.
like now. i just got off the phone with him, and all i could do was smile and laugh...it was just awesome. he really is awesome. i'm like a little girl...it's so bad.
i get scared sometimes that i feel this way about him so fast, but at the same time, i feel like it's okay to feel like this because he's awesome, and this one counts...wow...
i wish i could talk about it, but i don't have to words to describe how i feel about him...
in other news, katie. that's all. she wanted in. she's in.