a sliver of yourself is still something, right?
so i'm realy contemplating going out tonight :) it's 11pm & i'm going out of my mind....
i've been doing a kind of self induced seclusion thing that hasn't been working out too well. lonely. but i was going out constantly before and was burning out again. at least this time i recognized it before it was too late. but i go from extreme to extreme what the hell. it's not as cold out as usual tonight so maybe i'll go for a walk and bum around til the cops pick me up since i look so damn young :) because it's funny. they think i'm like 12 i think but nope i'm legal. i'm a free bitch baby hehe. took my restoril already which just relaxes me but i'm not taking ambien & going out on adventures ever again lol. unless i was with someone. someone who wouldn't rape/molest me either. that's be nice.
but i might call up Danny & see if he wants to go explore boystown after dark. i want a wig too & some patent leather boots but even in the city i don't think those places are open right now. boo hoo. i'm all for 24 hour everything for insomniacs like me!
filled with all my love
XO
i've been doing a kind of self induced seclusion thing that hasn't been working out too well. lonely. but i was going out constantly before and was burning out again. at least this time i recognized it before it was too late. but i go from extreme to extreme what the hell. it's not as cold out as usual tonight so maybe i'll go for a walk and bum around til the cops pick me up since i look so damn young :) because it's funny. they think i'm like 12 i think but nope i'm legal. i'm a free bitch baby hehe. took my restoril already which just relaxes me but i'm not taking ambien & going out on adventures ever again lol. unless i was with someone. someone who wouldn't rape/molest me either. that's be nice.
but i might call up Danny & see if he wants to go explore boystown after dark. i want a wig too & some patent leather boots but even in the city i don't think those places are open right now. boo hoo. i'm all for 24 hour everything for insomniacs like me!
filled with all my love
XO