so how's it been?
eh i'm ok i suppose. not good not my worst but haven't been myself yet for a while now. booo this totally sucks that i'm even up right now, i took some ambien to sleep last night & it lasted me about from 11:30ish til about 4:30ish....lovely. ok so you know how when you get a lot of friends on myspace? know how you get tons of messages, not comments even but messages from random people telling you they like/love/wanna jump your bones & yadayada spam. well me being as weird as i've been started thinking about some of this stuff. because some of the people seem pretty legit & i'm not a bitch where if someone sends me something (even on the interwebz) tht i'm going to automatically dismiss them. i guess where this is going is people need to stop fucking with everyone else's hearts pretty much.......it's not going to happen ANYTIME soon but a girl can dream ;)
me & A have been talking again...he came by the day he came home from London jetlagged & all. & we made out for like 2 hrs in his car with the tinted windows (how fucking sleazy lol) until he had to be home & stuff. but then of course me being me, i notice a few days later he's moping about how he's single now. he was telling me he was single the day we made out/hung out. so i better not be getting any emails & shit from his ex again telling me to stay away from him & get a new guy because HE called ME up when i hadn't been tlking to him in literally WEEKS when we were formerly best friends who talked everyday.
i'm not one of those girls who bitch about every little thing in their life or when they have a tiny problem with their otherwise good boyfriend/girlfriend. i'm really not but it pisses me off how he's changed suddenly & i wanna find out wht happened to him. i know i ruined him a little after we were together for so long & i just dumped him, not gonna lie. but still. should i really expect anything more now?
me & A have been talking again...he came by the day he came home from London jetlagged & all. & we made out for like 2 hrs in his car with the tinted windows (how fucking sleazy lol) until he had to be home & stuff. but then of course me being me, i notice a few days later he's moping about how he's single now. he was telling me he was single the day we made out/hung out. so i better not be getting any emails & shit from his ex again telling me to stay away from him & get a new guy because HE called ME up when i hadn't been tlking to him in literally WEEKS when we were formerly best friends who talked everyday.
i'm not one of those girls who bitch about every little thing in their life or when they have a tiny problem with their otherwise good boyfriend/girlfriend. i'm really not but it pisses me off how he's changed suddenly & i wanna find out wht happened to him. i know i ruined him a little after we were together for so long & i just dumped him, not gonna lie. but still. should i really expect anything more now?