I know I told Caleb I was going to sleep, and I am- but I guess I just needed a bit of time to myself today.

It's funny- last year, my birthday was nothing special.  Owls from Mum & Dad and Soren, and generally just being rather glum about being another year older.

How much has changed in a year!  I'm married, which sometimes I still cannot even ( Read more... )

(Private to self)
Dear Merlin, he's attacking people in broad daylight now?  First Mandy, and now this- I don't think I can tell Caleb, but this all terrifies me.  It was one thing to be living in the middle of London, but where we are now....  our nearest neighbor is a half a mile away.  If anything happened-

(Private to Caleb)
Sorry I couldn't come ( Read more... )

(Private to self)
This... thing on my wrist is awful.  It's not uncomfortable, really- tight enough that I can't slide it off over my hand, but not terribly so.  I charmed it so it looks gold, to match my ring, but I don't think its ever going to look like anything but what it is.

The only thought I had when I apparated back to school was they know ( Read more... )

( Private to Self )

I've forgotten what it feels like to not be worried.  Every minute I'm awake, I'm thinking about Caleb.  Where is he?  How is he?  I went to the bookstore after my afternoon class, but he wasn't there and Charlotte hasn't seen him.  It was all I could do not to break down crying- but I don't want to worry anyone else- not yet.  It's only been a few ( Read more... )

(Private to self)

He didn't come home all weekend.  I have been trying to stay calm, not to worry- but I just can't do it.  He can barely move the day after a transformation- what if he tried to apparate and splinched himself?  Or wasn't paying attention when he was walking and got hit by a car?  A million thoughts keep running through my head, each ( Read more... )

Caleb-

I can't remember exactly what it was, now, but something I heard earlier today made me think of you.  Not that I'm not always thinking of you, a little bit, but it just made me smile.

How has your day been?  Today has been fairly average for me- nothing overly exciting, but not terrible either, which is nice.  I still have all my classes this ( Read more... )

Caleb-

This has turned into one of those weeks that drives me absolutely insane.  I'm not sure what got into the students this week, but every class has been either extraordinarily difficult or extraordinarily boring.  Also, for some bizarre reason, I assigned not one, not two, but THREE classes to all turn in essays yesterday.  I cannot imagine how ( Read more... )

Caleb-

Hello, love.  How are you?  Hopefully nice and rested since Monday.

Classes have been going well so far- just this evening and tomorrow's daytime classes, and then the week will be over!  Sometimes I think it's going very quickly, but then I think about how long its been since I've seen you and time feels like it's crawling by.

I nearly came ( Read more... )

Severus-

I know we are all very busy at the start of term, and that you have been especially busy with the Full moon, as well.  However, I find myself again in need of some advice knowledge that you possess.

Is there some time in the next few weeks that we could meet to talk, perhaps over a cup of tea?  My afternoons are clear, so I am more than ( Read more... )