I'm feeling very much in love with the world at this moment. It's all falling into the right place in my hand, and I'm carrying everything with great joy. Especially since this time, I have people to come along with me. I love the feeling that winter air brings. Like you have to fall in love, and its not so lonely if you realize how many things there are to fall in love with. Whatever, I'm just gonna breath it in with a big smile.
Its all so bizarre, this year its not bad. I have things to look forward to. I even have girlfriends, more then one. Its a weird feeling doing something every weekend and wanting to.
On friday we went to the vertigo and I met Ashton, who is so funny. It was a really good time just hanging out with him, he got me into Ultimate Fighting. Thats hard to do. He told me to come see him at Wes's the next day, so I had Kaitlyn come over and we watched their band practice. I was blown away by both of the guys talent, holy shit! They have such passion for it, its great. Bill is going to be the singer of the band so I want to see how that turns out. Then Kaitlyn and I came home and watched "batman" and goofed around. We spent the whole night talking about how we could never marry or be with any of our friends, because they're all perverted assholes. Hehe I don't think we fell asleep until like four.
I decided I like my hair and I like who I am, for now atleast. When winter blows away I'm sure the hate will reside.
Yes, I really am having fun this time around.
<3
Kate*