checking in
I have not been doing well at all. I have been too afraid to step on the scale this week.
I need motivation to continue this journey. I need to look at my thinspo. I feel fat and gross, and my stomach feels overfull and I'm very uncomfortable.
More than anything, I need to toss all the easter candy. I woke up this morning to find my 8 year old and 4 year old with their grubby hands digging around in their easter baskets, and it made me sick. I am so damn sick of candy.
I need motivation to continue this journey. I need to look at my thinspo. I feel fat and gross, and my stomach feels overfull and I'm very uncomfortable.
More than anything, I need to toss all the easter candy. I woke up this morning to find my 8 year old and 4 year old with their grubby hands digging around in their easter baskets, and it made me sick. I am so damn sick of candy.