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we've talked about it....and jon is not being mean anymore...but gosh he still isn't making any effort to do little things, or say something nice...why can he do it to some girls but not me when i am his girlfriend...and why can people treat people they aren't even dating better than my boyfriend treats me...i mean all i want is a "hey beutiful" or a kiss on the hand or the head, or a little encouragement...is that too much to ask for...and its not impossible for him cuz he didnt have no problem saying it to that other girl...this sucks...what sucks worse is that i keep thinking about it...and that makes it even worse