Nov 07, 2009 11:31
so....
why am I not allowed to get set off by every individual disagreement?
Just askin.
ya, things are not going well at home. As you might imagine, there have been some personality clashes between my mother and myself, which most recently resulted in my mother pitching a fit and then storming off to her room, slamming the door, and my father having to go in there and listen to her vent. Honestly, I wish I was kidding.
In all fairness, yesterday I was the one overreacting, but that manifest in me crying and grasping for words to explain why I've felt like shit the past few weeks. I know that a big problem for me is that I need time to really think and materialize what is really going on, which is why every time my mother wants to talk about what's going on, I refuse.
So I've decided to try to write down what's been bugging me (not here) and have a sort of list of grievances ready. That sounds mean, but I won't be able to say anything if I don't first think about it and write it down.