Oct 04, 2004 22:10
AHH the euro trip sounds fucking amazing!! omf i need to go so bad..i love to travel..and fly and i love history and this is everything i've ever wanted!! ahh i need to go!!..one thing...its $2900....but i'm willing to earn it all!...no christmas...get a job..beg for fuck sake!..ahh enough.
today wasen't bad...except i feel i've lost two of my best guy friends...darren and my little joshie:(...they dont even talk to me let alone look at me...what happened did i do sumthing wrong...whatever i did im sorry i just miss u guys...josh has moved on to his cooler prep friends...as jealous as i sound ...i am..they dont deserve a good friend like that..but if he's happy thats all that matter...and darren..he just left..no goodbye..no nothing...
sad.
xx