Oct 02, 2004 18:40
i haven't wrote i a while...just been busy and bored...this may be a long one filled with many rants...so brace yourself
summer is over..has been for a while..and now schools in...the first couple of days were great..then it ended..now i hate waking up to ride the same yellow bus...to the same jail...do the same things..and ride it home...school has become a boring cycle...which has happened way to early this year!...my group that i used to look forward to seeing at lunch is gone..theres no one...i feel so alone..i feel that everyone left me or hates me...im sick of it and is ready to leave..hopefully this will get better..or i just mite....
I had a wicked time at victorias 17 birthday! we all got silly drunk and got even more silly
P.S. sorry for pukeing..:S
anyway had a blast but after that party the above happened..:P
lately ive been just lazyin' around but going places..i just dont really remeber it..haha thats sad
trying to raise 3000 buck to go to europe!! if it comes ture i will be the happiest little girlie in the whole world wish me luck and give me ur spare change!! :)
anyway a big hug and high five to my girl samie!! for making her model tryouts!! ur amazing and i hope all ur dreams come ture!( and im there for it all :D) love yah hun!
hopefully i will do more with the people i miss alot!
time seems to be going by slow..but i know its not..its october already!hopefully someone will have a halloween party!!
can't wait till 28!!! ellens birthday and dance!ur mine byotch!
anyway lifes boring and sad...
time will pass and hopefully bring something instead of leaving me here alone..