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I'm still at the stage where I can't tell if I'm doing the right thing or just pushing people away. I mean, everything seems logical and well and good until it starts interfering with friendships. But the illogical drives me absolutely, bat-shit insane. If friendship is just supposed to be a constant battery of illogical things... fuck that. Maybe some people are really just fine without friends... or maybe I'm fucked up. Who knows, and who has the authority to tell me, anyway? :P