New chapter
I wanted to stay friends with you. I really did. Your words that day made me so excited cause i never wanted to lose you completely. Not long later though you changed your mind and said you would cut me from your life. I warned you if you made the attempt I would be done with you. So you did it. I hope you are happy and I'm sorry things could not be like we both wished. I hope you have a good life. If you had any desire to salvage this you would've said something to me today so I guess it really is over. Its kinda funny... you always said I would never lose you. Just another lie.
In happy news today my birthday was awesome sauce. My friends threw me a huge party on sat with lots of alcamahol which resulted in drunken mayhem. Twas lots of fun. And today was really good too. I got to spend time with Z-kun (my new boyfriend who treats me like a princess ^.^) and thoroughly enjoyed the Asia in bloom festival on campus. While I did not dress up in my kimono I wore a skirt and my fav shirt resulting in me looking rather good if i say so myself. Hung out wit the guys then went into work late. Had no problem customers and the boss was in a good mood which always makes it fun.
While I wish i could've seen my best friend and family it was still an awesome day. OOO, my parents sent me flowers. My favs too; lilies.
I feel like I've gotten past a rough few chapters in my life and its time to be happy again. The concerns over money and future are ever present but I feel like I can handle it. It's a good feeling.
Til next time,
Raye
In happy news today my birthday was awesome sauce. My friends threw me a huge party on sat with lots of alcamahol which resulted in drunken mayhem. Twas lots of fun. And today was really good too. I got to spend time with Z-kun (my new boyfriend who treats me like a princess ^.^) and thoroughly enjoyed the Asia in bloom festival on campus. While I did not dress up in my kimono I wore a skirt and my fav shirt resulting in me looking rather good if i say so myself. Hung out wit the guys then went into work late. Had no problem customers and the boss was in a good mood which always makes it fun.
While I wish i could've seen my best friend and family it was still an awesome day. OOO, my parents sent me flowers. My favs too; lilies.
I feel like I've gotten past a rough few chapters in my life and its time to be happy again. The concerns over money and future are ever present but I feel like I can handle it. It's a good feeling.
Til next time,
Raye