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I just dont know if i can fucking handle this shit anymore. There is just too much stress and too many problems. Everything fucking hurts, mentally and physically. I dont know what to do about my future and i can't stop thinking about it. I am hours away from people who actually love me yet in returning to them i'll lose my independence. I will lose that pride but I will gain much more. I can't sleep anymore. All i do is work. My body is constantly in pain. And considering I'm venting at 8:30 am I might be losing my mind a bit.
As for all of you...
I dont think i want you anymore and your pathetic bullshit.
I dont think i know you anymore and still question how we've come this far.
You talk of how close we are yet your words are so cruel.
You are a liar, and I know it and its too good to be possible.
You are an absolutely horrible creature that deserves those tears.
I wish things were better for you too, I read how upset you are and you should be happy.
I miss you so much.
You were good friends and I've lost you. I regret it and I'm sorry, but I still have no time to spare.
As for all of you...
I dont think i want you anymore and your pathetic bullshit.
I dont think i know you anymore and still question how we've come this far.
You talk of how close we are yet your words are so cruel.
You are a liar, and I know it and its too good to be possible.
You are an absolutely horrible creature that deserves those tears.
I wish things were better for you too, I read how upset you are and you should be happy.
I miss you so much.
You were good friends and I've lost you. I regret it and I'm sorry, but I still have no time to spare.