Luck be a lady
Everything lately is making me nauceous, or full of neausea.
I am going home Thursday with Kate, to the cousins' bat mitzvah. Seriously weird.. I cant believe theyre 15. I changed their diapers. So strange.
Im almost done with school (thank god) and found out the other day that Im graduating in one more year, not a year and a half. Woooohooo. It feels like forever away already but I know it will go fast.
I think Im getting my period, so I feel really hostile and like I could lash out at any moment. I guess I should just hold my tounge until I become more clear-minded before I say anything that I should wait to say, I suppose. I just hate being unappreciated in my own time is all. Just makes you think..
In other news, I called the dye house thats going to dye the fabric that I bought/carried home and its not going to be nearly as expensive as I once had thought. I think this is actually do able and that I will have my first line of clothing by Heavy Rebel (Knock on wood). Im all busy looking at bags and label guns and all of those amazing fun business office supplies that are my favorite things ever to shop for. (Besides cheesy vintage plastic jewelry). I got this gorgeous dress from the vintage store and a new (to me) vintage bathing suit that is phenom. I put it on with my sunglasses and danced around for matt humming the Hawaii 5 O song the other day. Im also looking into purchasing an accordian, because that is my summer goal- learning to play. A.- Its something Ive always wanted to learn how to do and B.- It will bring me that much closer to Drew Carey haha
I would already have a few bands to be in! It would be so much fun. Maybe I could practice in the subway? haha Theres this creepy midget that literally has to be like 1 ft tall in the 42nd street station that sits at the bottom of the stairs (and im always wondering how she doesnt get squashed during rush hour) but shes so little. I always think about what it would be like to be her size, and how I would definitely join the circus and be on Maury, etc.
I am procrastinating doing my accounting homework, and therefore am going to fail accounting. I hope I dont, but so far.. thats the case. If I should fail, my father will probably kill me. I fail accounting at real life because I havent even filed my taxes yet. I want to delete this whole entry. It has meant absolutely nothing I guess, and no one cares, but its okay becuase no one usually reads anything longer than a paragraph unless it directly pertains to themselves, and is therefore interesting. This pertains to me and I dont even find it all that particularly interesting, Im just slowly losing my mind and need to clean the bathroom amongst other things and finish finals and go to florida,go to work, and get clothing made and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I am going home Thursday with Kate, to the cousins' bat mitzvah. Seriously weird.. I cant believe theyre 15. I changed their diapers. So strange.
Im almost done with school (thank god) and found out the other day that Im graduating in one more year, not a year and a half. Woooohooo. It feels like forever away already but I know it will go fast.
I think Im getting my period, so I feel really hostile and like I could lash out at any moment. I guess I should just hold my tounge until I become more clear-minded before I say anything that I should wait to say, I suppose. I just hate being unappreciated in my own time is all. Just makes you think..
In other news, I called the dye house thats going to dye the fabric that I bought/carried home and its not going to be nearly as expensive as I once had thought. I think this is actually do able and that I will have my first line of clothing by Heavy Rebel (Knock on wood). Im all busy looking at bags and label guns and all of those amazing fun business office supplies that are my favorite things ever to shop for. (Besides cheesy vintage plastic jewelry). I got this gorgeous dress from the vintage store and a new (to me) vintage bathing suit that is phenom. I put it on with my sunglasses and danced around for matt humming the Hawaii 5 O song the other day. Im also looking into purchasing an accordian, because that is my summer goal- learning to play. A.- Its something Ive always wanted to learn how to do and B.- It will bring me that much closer to Drew Carey haha
I would already have a few bands to be in! It would be so much fun. Maybe I could practice in the subway? haha Theres this creepy midget that literally has to be like 1 ft tall in the 42nd street station that sits at the bottom of the stairs (and im always wondering how she doesnt get squashed during rush hour) but shes so little. I always think about what it would be like to be her size, and how I would definitely join the circus and be on Maury, etc.
I am procrastinating doing my accounting homework, and therefore am going to fail accounting. I hope I dont, but so far.. thats the case. If I should fail, my father will probably kill me. I fail accounting at real life because I havent even filed my taxes yet. I want to delete this whole entry. It has meant absolutely nothing I guess, and no one cares, but its okay becuase no one usually reads anything longer than a paragraph unless it directly pertains to themselves, and is therefore interesting. This pertains to me and I dont even find it all that particularly interesting, Im just slowly losing my mind and need to clean the bathroom amongst other things and finish finals and go to florida,go to work, and get clothing made and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh