So theres this guy...
So I worked all day today which was a pain in the ass but at least im making money instead on spending it. Tomarrow I have to work from 12-5 which isnt bad because I am just doing revisions of the jewlery. Wenesday I dont have to work and Thursday is Thanksgiving so ill be spending that with my family as well. Friday is "Black Friday" and I have to work all day but I have a date Friday night. Yay. It's with Bobby who is one of my good guy friends. I am really skeptical about it though. I have known him for about a year and a half. He just got out of a relationship that was like 6 years but he has liked me since he met me. I mean him and his ex have been broken up for a while but it was similar to how things have been between Luke and I. Bobby is like the guy version of me which scares me as well. Like he knows what im thinking and I know what he is thinking. Im not completely sold on liking him tho. All my friends just keep telling me to be careful about him tho. They say that coming out of being in a bad relationship (but still loving that person aka Luke) I could fall pretty hard for a new guy because he treats me better.
I mean, I dunno if it was Sat or Sun morning but Luke called me like yelling at me like im the one that did something wrong. I heard some shit on Thursday from my friends and his friends confirmed it. It just fustrates me because I feel like he is constantly lying to me. I am really sick of it but I have to think positive. I have to think as if that fight was for the best and sooner or later I had to force myself to get over him. Though he is the one that said he didnt wanna talk to me anymore until I told him who told me all that shit... it was suppose to happen and I am very truthworthy and wont tell him who my sources are so it was his choice not to talk anymore, not mine. I dont think I could ever follow through when I ever said "I dont wanna talk to you ever again" with him but now that he said it... its easier. I cant explain why it just is.
The other day I was talking to Pookies fiance Chris (lol hes my friend too, but Pookie is my best friend so he gets called her fiance). Anyways he was telling me how he wants to hook me up because I need find a good guy and stop falling back on Luke cause thats what it seems like. I dont even talk to him about Luke... to be honest I dont talk to anyone about Luke...even when im hurt by things with him... they just know... not the situation but whats going on in my head. And, even though Bobby knows the situation me and Luke had he still wants everything to do with me. It was cute how he said, "your like my soul mate... same person but different bodies... kinda like we were meant to be." When I hear shit like that it kinda scares me for the the last year and a half I havent gotten anywhere wishing and hoping things would change with Luke so now its like...why not you know? We will see!! Chao!!
I mean, I dunno if it was Sat or Sun morning but Luke called me like yelling at me like im the one that did something wrong. I heard some shit on Thursday from my friends and his friends confirmed it. It just fustrates me because I feel like he is constantly lying to me. I am really sick of it but I have to think positive. I have to think as if that fight was for the best and sooner or later I had to force myself to get over him. Though he is the one that said he didnt wanna talk to me anymore until I told him who told me all that shit... it was suppose to happen and I am very truthworthy and wont tell him who my sources are so it was his choice not to talk anymore, not mine. I dont think I could ever follow through when I ever said "I dont wanna talk to you ever again" with him but now that he said it... its easier. I cant explain why it just is.
The other day I was talking to Pookies fiance Chris (lol hes my friend too, but Pookie is my best friend so he gets called her fiance). Anyways he was telling me how he wants to hook me up because I need find a good guy and stop falling back on Luke cause thats what it seems like. I dont even talk to him about Luke... to be honest I dont talk to anyone about Luke...even when im hurt by things with him... they just know... not the situation but whats going on in my head. And, even though Bobby knows the situation me and Luke had he still wants everything to do with me. It was cute how he said, "your like my soul mate... same person but different bodies... kinda like we were meant to be." When I hear shit like that it kinda scares me for the the last year and a half I havent gotten anywhere wishing and hoping things would change with Luke so now its like...why not you know? We will see!! Chao!!