Im back again...
So, It's been about a year since I wrote in here so I thought I would give it another chance. In the last year I can say that my life definitly did not go as I planned. I did get the truck from my parents but about 2 months ago I got in a bad car accident and it was "bye bye" to my truck!! :( I did however get my Associates degree but because Michigan is in such shitty times a really good job is hard to find. I miss school too. So right now I work at New York and Company at the mall. I mean I get alot of hours but it aggrivates me. My sister had her beautiful baby girl on February 16th. She is so wonderful and even tho shes just a baby, shes absolutely amazing and smart.
So other than that we found out my mom has cancer. Dealing with that is hard enough. I found out 3 days after my accident and really did feel like the wrold was coming to an end. Im not gonna upset myself about it right now but she is in her 3rd treatment of Chemo but doing as fine as she possibly can right now.
I know a year ago I said I was completely done with Luke but I have still had him in my life... why... I dont know but recently it has all started to come to closure. I stayed with it because it seemed like a challenge but you know what... it was never a challenge... it was a game to him. I was seriously in love with him and got hurt more times than I can count. I am really done being hurt. I think however things are looking good with someone else.
I dunno if writing in here is going to be constant for the time being but im gonna try to write something when I have time. It really does help to just let it all out once in a while. Good night loves!!
So other than that we found out my mom has cancer. Dealing with that is hard enough. I found out 3 days after my accident and really did feel like the wrold was coming to an end. Im not gonna upset myself about it right now but she is in her 3rd treatment of Chemo but doing as fine as she possibly can right now.
I know a year ago I said I was completely done with Luke but I have still had him in my life... why... I dont know but recently it has all started to come to closure. I stayed with it because it seemed like a challenge but you know what... it was never a challenge... it was a game to him. I was seriously in love with him and got hurt more times than I can count. I am really done being hurt. I think however things are looking good with someone else.
I dunno if writing in here is going to be constant for the time being but im gonna try to write something when I have time. It really does help to just let it all out once in a while. Good night loves!!