Broke, Back, Mountains
I'm broke, back and stuck in the mountains. Life is so queer here. I am so financially fucked, yet I make too much to qualify for any type of state assistance. Go fucking figure. S tory of my life. At any rate I had to move back to Lakeview cause I have no life. But I guess it's not so bad here. My friend Mary came over tonight and we watched Little Britain compulsively. Seriously, would someone else get addicted to it so I have somebody to talk about it with. It's a good show. My friend Amanda (Sh'up! OOoooooooooh me God! I so totally cannot believe you just said that!) is so addicted to just the Vicky parts! *er somefin*. Amanda and I are a lot alike. We were both independent from a young age. We both have these off-color, extortionist relationships with our parents. and we just make each other laugh. I don't laugh as much as I used to. Does that make be sad or just old? I've been feeling like I'm too old to still have accomplished nothing in this world. I'm 23, no degree, and the best I can do is flip burgers to split the rent with my friends. Lame! My YOUNG sister is going off to college. That makes me feel really old. But at least I'll get to see my family who I am supposed to miss. Not that they ever call me, or write, or even email. I get pissed some days because I pay friggin $80 a month for a damn phone which no one ever calls.
Life bites. Or did it just bite me?
On a completely different note: tho I was terminally delinquent and will probably lose some member benefits and possibly have my rainbow card revoked, I finally saw Brokeback Mountain. To be quite honest, it really disappointed me. I liked the movie well enough, but I was expecting this epic instant classic about "the love that dared not speak its name". I get what AJ said now. It was really more soft-core gay porn about beans, domestic abuse and rough sex.
**As I was spell-checking this I made the funniest typo: "inpedendent." Ha!
Life bites. Or did it just bite me?
On a completely different note: tho I was terminally delinquent and will probably lose some member benefits and possibly have my rainbow card revoked, I finally saw Brokeback Mountain. To be quite honest, it really disappointed me. I liked the movie well enough, but I was expecting this epic instant classic about "the love that dared not speak its name". I get what AJ said now. It was really more soft-core gay porn about beans, domestic abuse and rough sex.
**As I was spell-checking this I made the funniest typo: "inpedendent." Ha!